16/8/2011- Tuesday
Well oh well, I'm home alone tonight. Parent and bro up to hill. Underage is like that, can't get in to casino which is sad case. But anyway,i rather spend time to chill or drink with friend instead of gamble. I'm so freaking restless. Someone please gimme a good massage and i need more than 10 hours of slumbering can? Things are getting annoy. Since you decided everything,i shall respect your decision! Happy is more than enough right? Of course, feeling heartache when i saw what you wrote to me. What can I say? Maybe this is the best way to protect yourself. Now you're the one who getting far far apart from me and I have no idea how to convince you anymore. Stay happy then.
As for me, I want to start a new life too! I know ain't easy but what? Life goes on. Nobody gonna help you out accept yourself. Alone might be the best of best choice perhaps. Sounds so boring eh? sigh..no choice no choice! Now i feel so awkward and gruesome on assignments! Fcuking torturing =( At the same time, i do think of working as a part time teacher! I meant it but heyy, exam is coming soon. I gotta start my revision right after I hand in my last 2 assignments! Should I or shouldn't I?
The fact is.....I'm still very sad! Can I have a short vacation? A place that will only bring happiness to me :)