13/8/2011- Saturday
Been rot at home for two days. No why as i just feel like staying at home. Physically and mentally is tired, looks like a retarded after the war with those assignments! Bloody hell assignments cause me so so so stress! Hasn't reach to the end point yet. Another two more is coming real soon and i wanna hang up myself! Weekend gonna attend class from 9am-5pm. Life is becoming so hectic right?
I can be very sleepy at times but once i close my eyes, all sort of things pop out immediately. Yesterday saw a quote from twitter, " Have you ever had so many thoughts on your mind, but you just can't make them into words?" That was so true. Months ago, I used to share my thoughts to friends and my brother. As time goes by, I choose not to do so. People saying i'm so silly. Keep everything in heart and acting so emo. Is ok. I shall keep everything deep inside in my heart. Feeling real bad and I have no idea how to go through over it. Trying very hard and best of the best already. Especially when i'm in unconscious situation, I will cry out loud and bloated everything. So better not to let me drunk otherwise. I repeated the same thing on my birthday, 0804. I was drunk and hugging my friend cry like a bitch. Everyone was shocked and got frightened by me. I shall apologize though you guys may not noticed. Learning to smile, not to blame, not to care, think wisely and go ahead with my journey. Walking alone isn't fun. Ya right? Though is just a very short period of time, but I truly cherished and you draw a lot of happy smile on my face.
I never forget every scene between you and me. The first day we met at outside of my house. You yell out my full name "Tan SHook Ting" :) Day that we spent together and etc. So silly girl shall keep all these as memories into my box. It's lock. I just can't stop myself to open up the box and look through over it. Believe it or not, I'll smile alone silly. Actually the song that i fear of listen should be 终身美丽 not 屋顶 dumb! I shall stop blogging these cause I shedding tear while I'm typing. Can't stop crying silly girl. n!55w and I meant it