23/8/2011- Tuesday
It's a gloomy day i think becoz i was frightened by lightning not long ago. Shivering all over. Mind was so blank yet have to up for assignment. I really don't know how can i deal with all these..for how long it takes? Mentally reminding myself not to think, not to care and just leave it like that. I know it will takes me a very very long period of time to heal. All that I can do is pretend as nothing happen, smile to everyone. Seriously, i could show my smile to you guys coz i don't know what to tell and say. So people assumed you're alright then.."It's fine la". I'm so abnormal weih! Twitter and facebook is too public for me right now. Whenever i wanna posted something, i will think twice and carefully make sure that my words will not harsh to others, emo tweet kept to myself! Here is the best place for me blurted out everything.
Sad, i mean yes! Cry? That's enough..I need security and many many! Greedy,not? I never never tend to ask for more. Not even dare to request upon. Silly girl, go back to your assignment. Take a deep breathe before i open my door room. Bcoz i still have to great my family morning!
"Goodbye"