I know I know, this gonna be the last post of 2009 and I seriously can't wait to welcome the year of
TWO ZERO ONE ZERO. Things been run ups and downs all over this year and I fully grown to experienced what's life about, I meant real tough life without any helper. I berry remembered how did I spent my glamorous New Year Eve which together with the bunch of my chums at Nico's crib. We were invited by the birthday girl and so me and Sue went to Leisure due to some reason if I'm not mistaken? Oh yah, because we got no transport on that time..Still 17 mah! So JinFai picked us up. Fishy has went into National Service on the 27th December so she couldn't joined us. There we countdown at Nico's crib and time strike to 12, I do make a wish! But hell yeah, wish never come true and I got a so hard year!!
A girl who completely her secondary life and stepped out to the reality world. At first I felt that's great as I don't need stay in jail anymore what I mean is no more school rules, all kind of dicipline and demerit point. But I start to realized,
college life isn't that comfortably as what I thought in previous. Throughout this 345 days, am so deadened which I got into so much of troublesome . Let's count how many hours I've been racked? At least for 8760 hours..Yes,it's true. Started my college at Taylors in March and study study study like shitty everyday. Lack of sleeping,stressful life,nightmares..Somebody please define stress to me and you will know how I feel. That's totally gruesome which I can't take it anymore until I decided to withdraw. Did anyone of you have done any mistakes in your life? Tell me.. I did a big ever mistakes in this case and okay, I have my own reasons too.
Besides studies and what else? All right,
lovesick..Many different kind of people who were just walk in to my life, teach me a lesson and then wave their hands to say BYE to me. I don't really give a damn to them because they are nobody to me so I guess that's part of the chapter in my story book. I used to love a person truly deeply madly, being a silly girl for god-damn-long. For once a lie consist, everything broken. Tears wash face every day and night..Lovesick are killing me as well and so I'm fine! Girl wants love but not now.
So then,what's next? I owned the very first horror experienced, car accident! Ewww!! Well,the car still repairing..sighhh!! Meanwhile, I gotta say zillion thank you to my beloved girls and babis. They brighten my smile and willing tend to lend their ear to me whenever I need them. I know my grandmother stories are too boring to you girls..
*hugs* You girls are amazing as like my angels. Besides that, I gotta reply piles of essay to my darling for every 2 times per week. You know what it is? Loads of gossips, sharing, daily happening and etc. Blogging about all these are not easy as fill in the blank in a sentence. You won't know but I have to a take a lots of courage to say it. Life is sucks to me now but still goes on because time will not stop for us. Coming to the end of the year, I'm going to put a
BIG full stop to
2 0 0 9 and thanks for the hard time. Fate me away and get off.
Lastly, Happy New Year!! =>