13/2/2012-Monday
I promised myself at least did something for my assignment but ended up with a bowl of tear. I cry till i numb. BIG girls don't cry but just treat I'm still a little girl now. I'm turning into adults already so I can simply take all these as small tiny problem. But as for me, I can die for it. Seriously, love is not kind of thing that you can simply play with. 唔好玩火!
Just read something..At least I knew what's I'm in your mind.Those night you told me in car, what i had told you is not about I'm so fake. I'm exactly standing the position like..ya, of course I'm not as deep as you. But i knew what's going on. If this person willing to give everything to you then he wouldn't give a second chance to others. Others may don't care, but what I told you..a hint? Imagine i told you everything, then what about him? Don't you care? I absolutely wrong in this situation but what else? Even I knew forgiven is here but of course deep down everything will not remain as previous. But at least a friend!? Sorry girl. I'm not a good friend to you. But not giving up this word..Leaving may heal your wound. So very soon. One thing you should know, you're very lucky girl coz you have lot of concern friend to you. I doesn't have this chance so often. People usually come and go. I'm not comparing but you look back, you actually earn a lot of good opportunity. I'm actually think of quiting from your life. Coz seriously, I'm like the one who ruin your life. All the people around you may hatred me so much but I hardly to do so. You're like my sister. But at least a friend for now..I'm ok. As long as you feel comfortable with them. Then I know what to do
P/S: Not a fake post to you ok. LOL.. It's like we bring it out and talk about already so no point to tell lies again. IDK why I have such feeling is now I tell you about something, I may think that you will have a strong feeling I'm telling lies. Maybe still have things that we may not voice it out. But counted as lies as well?
By the way, saw some pictures through facebook..girls keep posting roses now..so beautiful :)