25/8/2011- Wednesday
Too much to say but words can't describe my feeling. Like seriously, i feel so numb! Been crying for god-damn-many times! I'm gonna dehydrate soon! Not joking can? Now my eyes hardly open and must lower the brightness of my laptop due to my blur eyes =(
Beginning will be very suffer i know, I'm so ready to face all these problem but you know? I'm just a girl. Being a youngest daughter and need to suck up all of the housework, family issues for every single day. 20 years old is not enough mature right?
我知道逃不过也避不开!昨天吃饭的时候突然哭了。在戏院里哭,回到家在房间哭,今天看着天空哭,冲凉的时候哭,一个人驾车的时候哭而且是下雨天,我的心情特别灰。刚刚听歌时哭。我很累,真的很累!哭,我没关系。但心里的伤很痛很痛。就象有把刀刺着我的心。我很害怕。爱情,你到底是什么东东?是否我错吗?错在爱上一个不可能的人。为什么每次都是我?如果天要立刻拿走我身上的某一样东西,请你拿走我的心。疲倦了。你想要怎样就怎样,反正我也习惯被冷落的感觉。一个人被推开。站在一个角落。放心,我不会翻你也会继续的装开心。只有这样,我身边的朋友就不会知道. 太傻了?在傻的事情,我也做过。每一晚都睡得不好,生不如死!
最近爱上看台湾戏“醉后决定爱上你”!超级好看!被丢下是很难受。他们的每一句话说得对!
你活得开心就好。祝福你!