
Again, I have a sudden thoughts in my mind and I seriously want to blog it all at once. I don't know why?You might pointed me that I got influence easily but honestly, I knew how and what you are feeling right now. You don't need cry out loud to say I LOVE YOU nor I MISS YOU BADLY because I barely sense of everything. I knew how brokenhearted would be if your loves one yell at you that you're actually very annoyed! As usual, we girls will 10000% hate this guy forever and ever. But later on, whatever hatred or anger will slowly vanish without any notices Isn't it? Look through everything before you put on your judgement. See just at your own perspective does not seems to bring any benefit to anyone. You're a intelligent girl who always got flying color results and you just try your best to fate this away! Aim your goal, my dear! Trust me, maybe there is a chance to get back your relationship or else remain as friend for rest of the life.. IDK, I don't even dare to think of it. You know? My family isn't that pretty wonderful as what you thought. If you think that yes, you're absolutely wrong my dear!
To spill out ILY seems to be common thing to everyone particularly when guys are courting girls. Then why choose to voice out such word to a person who doesn't love you anymore? Thus, I will just put away or so-called buried my love and make sure do not dig it out. I failed for doing this more than 10 times perhaps. No doubt, the scar was stain indelible into my skin. I cannot removed it away as what I want . Okay, I admitted my hand is always that itchy,I know. For sometimes I'll just read back those papers, the messages, and etc lah.. But anyway, I'm still awake! Clever girl has deleted something from the phone as that is my privacy so I guess I have the right to do so and just leave me. A click of delete represent as what? Even my mind couldn't give me a complete answer.
今晚我觉得好心痛,但我却没掉眼泪
你读出我的心声所以我才想念它
选择沉默并不代表没感言
而是无言无语!
就算说了,又得到些什么?
对,原来以前真的出现那么多的误会
我现在才发现到.....
但也不再重要了!
自己做应该做的事就足够了!
P/S: I'm not emo-ing!