
Howdy peoplee!! As usual, am getting lazier with blogging as there are nothing much special thing to mark of. All that I have do for everyday which are go for class and back home stick my butt at chair to do assignments! Not only assignments and actually there are quite number of thing that I have to catch with..just like revision and researching. Oh I'm so in
"love" with theories can?? Child development is the most horrible terrible subjects in this semester as again lots of theorist jump off with their own theory. And what?
Sociology and Biology are included as well! I just try my real best not to repeat my mistakes again as my serious weaknesses are misinterpreted theories! =( Anyway, I owned 4 days holidays for this week but doesn't mean is a really happy thing. Still, I have to rush the assignments where the due dates are next week!!! I gonna rush like shitty and I can't imagine I'll look like what after this few days =.- I can't even sleep soundly due to the worrying..
Lots of blocks are blocking me again, I'm lost, I'm tired, I'm emo, I'm depressed , and that's why my tears bursting out. I cried but that is really fine! I know my life are always goes up and down. The higher I expect, the lower chance I got so that is why I'm hopeless. But nah, I take it as granted.
Whatever, cut the crap. How do you guys spend with your CNY? Mine is absolutely boring that I don't even enjoy a little. The reason is I got no where to go..most of the time I just slacked at home and waiting time to pass. Dad's side so-called relatives are bullshit. You guys won't know how self-interested are them. This will be long story and I shall cut it off. On the other hand, I knew dad is very upset with my brothers which I can't do anything yet mom are just trying to ignore about it. He can simply drunk himself and at the end spill out everything in front of so many relatives. I seriously wanted to dig a hole and hide inside forever, I couldn't accept this scandalous but anyhow he is only trying to share it out. I know I know...but can't you use a better way to express your thoughts? I cried for endless time and still the feeling was so darn helpless. You are all adults right so why don't you think for twice before do any of the action? No doubt, Imma a person who really cares of family real much and this is why I'm putting care on them. What to do? I have selfish brother!! Okie, off to sack now and will be continue next time! Public holiday tomorrow..*grins*
Goodnight peeps......