

I feel serious bad when I saw this!! =(

21/11/2009- Saturday
I don't know where to start and what to talk about but seriously, it's not a joke! My very first time gave to a big asshole motortruck! I'm not blaming or what..still I have to own up my responsible in this accident.
I woke up pretty early on that day as I gotta pick up Fishy to hospital which located at Subang..but unfortunately I went to wrong way so I called Faye to be my guidance and I was like ..Ooh,thAnk God I know where is it! Drove to right direction and there comes a roundabout [SS15] which I gotta turn into there. I saw that asshole stop aside..and guess he wanted to turn to the opposite way. Do u know how huge is that truck? Very obvious, I had highlighted him that I got to go my way. He's blind or whatever Idon'tknow!! And yes, I shouldn't make that decision to turn.. SIGH!! Due that's a big truck..I got hit 99! The first hit is fine..then because of the impact of the strike, I gets up to the divider and hit to light pole. Thing like that just happened within 1 second, not even more than that! I can't imagine if there's no any other pole.. Just 1 second and that's enough to make you scare like shitty asshole!
My spirit was wholly gone..never know what to do accept look at with fixed eyes until the traffic police asked us to get off from car! I'm tearless but doesn't mean is OK. And I really learn something new over here, HUMAN like them will never tend to lend their hand to you. Moreover, they will just see see see and seeee..until fathermother jam! That's what we named as SATU MALAYSIA! One of the black bloke showed me his thumbsup..I feel like drive a big truck and bang him 99.999 *if can*.. Went over to police station to make a report and meet up Sarjan Roslan.. "Nanti beli nombor Empat Ekor tau? lepas kena boleh beli lagi kereta baru"
Well,what do you expect me to answer when you're in frigging low spirited? There he says "Kamu boleh duduk di bilik sini cakap cakap dengan saya..saya tak ada kawan ni..sangat boring! ahah.." A joke? Seems not funny!
Supposed everything are pretty nice..sigh! I'd double FK my groups of chums..and thanks to few of them came over.
I finally realised how horror accident is..that scene still flowing over my mind that cause me couldn't get in sleep. For every time I close my eyes, it will hunt me. Never think that an airbag is able to safe you..that's stupid silly thinking! 1 or 2 seconds can change your lifetime. So peeps, please drive safe! So I gain my first experience..Real expensive fees I paid!
Pretend is really enough..very superb tired! If the bad luck are still hiding behind me, burst it all at once as soon as possible. Curse till I die or what-so-ever..I don't even know and how to cope with it. I'm standing all alone and he's happily everyday!