
I really had a hard time since yesterday night. Never been like this before for this 18 years n it was like an aircraft strike on me.. Had a pretty migraine yet I don't realized as I thought it's just some kind of normal headache that everyone usually will experience on it. The painful sensation is so terrible horrible n vegetable!! Equally have numbness or a pins-and-needles sensation in the brain. I cried n yell out loud in the room..struggled solely off to bed..whole body was energy free. However, forced the self to endure the dreadfulness to covered up few chapters that I supposed need to do. The entirely dark knight hunted me so could not had a comfortable slumber. I was hope to BE O-K for today morning but yet the same..again went to consult Doctor Hoh. Everything should be settle down now.. Barely mood was still that shit down!
Trials on 1st of September which is next Tuesday..I know what should I do now but I can't do anything..not even a single piece of work. My brain is like dysfunction especially when comes to memorizing part. It's really bad being an emo n churl girl but sorry sorry n sorry!! Story of my life isn't interesting nor anything special. Entire of difficulties existing..Tell me how to overcome the following days? Lots of questions appeared in my mind now. Finally perceive the feeling of want to be ALONE..
Seriously, I'm panic with sickness. Being attack from all kind of crazy sick for this few months. I have no idea what is the next sick will come upon to me. Any listener? :'(