Where's the happiness? Hiding?

Supposed I had a gleeful day but everything turned me upside down n I force to make everything is
OK but actually it's not! I'm sorry if ruin my chum's mood today. Apologize is the only thingy I could make it. Frankly,I can't recognize what's happiness since I lost my cherished moment. Face to mirror n tell myself..
."not to cry!!" But I'm fail. As what Kent says..
Once u're emo, u needs someone to concern n hug of. I pretty agree with what he mentioned. I need the one but its already gone yet is so far away from me. Not going to blabber to anyone. I give u guys a lil advice, not to get emo easily. It's not good thingy though. Merely,I'm getting use of it~!
WHO CARES? Thus I felt guilty that I upset my family. A weird feeling came towards me..Ahhh,I couldn't describe! :( Feel detest silence on midnight.